Keeping it together

My heart is in a million pieces, my eyes are swollen almost shut. Thoughts pass through my mind as fast a jet. "Is he going to be OK?" "He's still so little" "Will he miss me as much as I am going to miss him?" "Have I done the best that I could do?" "What will I do without him?". As I struggle to catch my breath, he runs back into the house one last time to give me an extra hug and kiss good-bye........"I love you maman, I'm going to miss you so much". I think to myself "Yup! It's all going to be OK."

Being a Mom is a tough job. I comfort my children and try to make them feel as safe as possible. Then, in the snap of a finger, my son is comforting ME. He tells me that it will be OK and that he will call all the time. Since when is he old enough to do anything? I didn't give him permission to grow up!!!!! *sigh*

Korey left about 15 minutes ago.....I already miss him so much it physically hurts.

This is Korey's trading cards he got from playing soccer this year....He is so proud of them :o).

Until my next post............ I miss and love you so much Korey!!!!

Take care,

Jenni