I feel yucky
I've been feeling kind of yucky lately. Not sure why. I think it has alot to do with my stress levels. They haven't been this high for a long time.
My son is going away for a year and I just finished a 4 week long summer vacation with all of the children in the house. That makes 7 kids. I love to have them and it is great fun when it's fun. Especially when we have movie night (very snugly kids we got there) But, whew, it's alot of work. Now the girls have gone back home and we are down to 4. Which won't last long 'cause my son is leaving for a year to live with his dad........(sigh, sigh, and double sigh). We have shared custody and he lives one year with me and one with his dad. Been doing that for about 9 years now. I miss him like hell every second year......but he loves the swapping so ....whatever makes him happy right?
Of all of the kids, he is the one that I chat with the most. I had him at 18 so we kinda grew up together and he's a wonderful boy. I'm gonna miss him with everything I have (in tears right now). I get heart broken every time he leaves. He will be leaving on September 3rd **sob**.
Here are a few pictures of my wonderful son....:o) Taken during the camping trip last week.
He thinks he looks cool with that "sly" look in his face..... tee hee. He does doesn't he....cutie Korey.
Well, I should go. Until my next post..........
Take care,
Jenni
posted by Jenni at 9:15 a.m.
2 Comments:
I hate that yucky feeling. Stress sucks the beanbag!
It's too bad that Korey's leaving...I've sorta been sitting in limbo on visiting (more to come on that later) and it looks like it might have to wait (for him anyway) until next summer.
I was going home on the bus on Friday and frickin' burst into tears (no exaggeration...full-blown bawling) thinking about all of you over there...so close and yet so far. Slowly it's coming together for me. (Slightly cryptic, eh? ;-))
Just keep doing the workouts and eating the best you can. Make that your personal time and remember that it benefits EVERYBODY, but more importantly YOU!
Yes it's VERY yucky that Korey is leaving........but we've questioned him and he still loves it. *sigh*
It's been great hearing from you directly :o).
Missing you loads....Jenni
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